memories lane ...

2010-12-05T18:42:00.000-08:00

hey,there!(: its been a loong looong time i didnt update this.GOSH,I MISS IT ):

2010-06-20T21:17:00.000-07:00

2010-06-15T09:36:00.000-07:00

like a fool

why didnt i know

like a fool

why did i let you go

in th heart that cries slowly like a fool

now, now i know

only you are my love

even as my eyes searched for you

even as my heart kept tightening

i thought it wasnt love

i thought i was leaning on you from loneliness

only you are my love

lets not act like a fool

lets not suffer from heartsick, all alone

when tears flow from hurting

i chided my heart for being weak

only you can fill up my heart

i understand that only now

but i call for you , for you

because i cant live without you

2010-05-19T07:07:00.000-07:00

haha !ugly me !was waiting fr ju won .bored .take photos of myself :D nothing better to do .haha !

DAMNIT !tmr is th results=checking of scripts .!goodluck to me ): terribly scared .hope fr th best yaww !to all my classmates&&band mates !FIGHTING !:D life has to go on .

WHY DOES EVERY THING CHANGE SO FAST ?!

ohh, stress liao .you knw, sec4's life .think too much also, nt good .haishh !must think positive .

WHY DOES TIME GOES SO FAST ?!

i didnt gt to cherish each and every moment .nt th bad .bt th good .th one i really wanna treasure .

WHY DOES TEENAGER LIKE ME, HATE TO BE FORCE ?

hehe !tt one i knw (: top secret ^^ heheh !

WHY MUST WOMAN BE SO NAGGY ?!

no idea why ?.hey, there are also guys who naggy .even more naggy than women ^^ my secret .fr me to knw and you to find out .so far, two :DD hw amazing huh ?!

MUST WE REALLY STICK TO RULES ?!

hmmm, provided its munasabah (:

2010-05-12T22:03:00.000-07:00

just feeling awkward this few days

feeling left out ?

mayb ?

its nt about my feeling at th end of the day

its all about attitude, my dear

and i just walk away thinking and hoping that you will be just alright

with your other friends

people change

thats your favourite phrase

i tried to understand this few days

and i did it

cause you show it

i dont blame

i blame no one

just dont judge me if you dont know my circumstance

know me a hundred years doesnt mean you know me well .

just dont betray my trust to you as a friend .

2010-05-12T21:58:00.000-07:00

ohh well, finally exams are over .i mean th theory/written papers .didnt wanna think abt hw well ive did it ...anyway, been fasting all .its FUN no idea y .hha !just love fasting .nt bcause of weight .bt bcause i learn alot during fasting .straight aft th exams papers, go home straight (: just dont wish to see unwanted things .go home alone .like no one business .ive gt a feeling ppl talking bhind my back .no idea y .didnt even wanna knw who itis .happen to knw, then gdluck to me .mayb, i dont talk much this few days ..and mayb showing my idiotic face tt make ppl dislike it ?perhaps .no one knws .tired though .all tt i knw, to gt th result tt i want .and promises being made by th two bestfriends !:D i cant give up now .my duty is nt done .

2010-04-09T22:17:00.000-07:00

?tsapehttegrofewnac.txetruryssimi

its dying . ;O haha !anyways had my maths and malay test tday .sob sob !i did badlyy okayy fr my maths test ): my malay ?hmmm nt too difficult neither easy .heh . ;DD its kindda boring tday .no one to disturb ..ecept fr naziif .nt really disturb laa .like no one to talk to .cause somebody woke up late tday ..woke up at 705 .and we have to assemble at 715 .ahah !nicee one itazzi .anyways kindda stress right now .being a sec4 .its stressful ..new rules +new environment+new responsibility+new people+new attitude .ohh mann !someone pleasee entertain me with your lamest joke u have .pls make me smile and laugh .cause i cant take it .felt like crying .cried all nights .its killing me .and i really hate people asking me diputs qn like "are you okay ?"ohh man i felt like shouting smack at tt face cant you see it !!??soory uhh .no mood beb .haha !just hoping tt i do well fr my N .hope fr th best .fav phrase by mr sam .its either u do it or break it and he will continue saying cause opportunities knocks once .

imissthmomentyousmiletome .showingyourdimple .canisaythis?

iactuallylikeyou .ididntknwsincewhen .btwhatiknwthdayyouwalkaway .

istartedmissingyou .imntselfish .so,iwillalsotrymyverybesttoletyougo .

eventhoughiknowicant .maybeitstoolate .

soory .

2010-03-12T21:04:00.000-08:00

HAPPY HOLIDAYS, TAMPINESIAN !

muahahah !yeaahh mann !one week break from school bt i knw fr sure there are a lot of things to be done during this one week hols .bfr its term2 (: and and say HELLO !to Tampines :p and A SAD GOODBYE !to Bedok .haish !a big dissapoint though .bt we have to accept it .with an open heart ?ohh well, only god knws hw we feel ): no matter what we have to be pleased with whatever we have ..?and make use of it .i have to concentrate now in my studies (: no more expired homeworks .and no more excuses of failing of any sub (:

and infront of me now pile of holiday homework .sob sob .haha !maths tys, 4layouts and chem fr only one question (: hehe !no idea when i want to start on it ...wait till, im not tired .haha !lol !

2010-03-03T23:19:00.000-08:00

i knw tt you started to hate/mad at me again ): im truly sorry if i have done smthg bad towards you .how i wish you can read my feelings fr you .i guess if you can read my feelings though, you wont even bother to even care about me right ?i mean who will even bother .i dont want any misunderstanding between us anymore .im sick of it .like you do .sometimes, i have th feelings tt you just dont understand th story of my life .why am i always th one who are always at fault ?you called me by names .i didnt say it .i kept it by myself and trying my best to frgt it .bt i cant .how can i ?th person who i treasure, cared alot who i call "bestfriend", called me a cretin .knw what, you might think i may not knw th meaning of tt word .bt im nt as dumb as you think .you might think its normal .bt you should knw tt its aint cool nor normal fr me .you might say tt im sensitive or anthg like tt .seriously, i may look like im not .bt i am .like duuhh !!im a girl .what do you espect .i still need your explaination .if its again my fault, and you always be me ?... i think both of us need a break fr this .how i wish all this never tear apart .

"when men say they'll call you, what they usually mean is 'goodbye' "

2010-02-22T23:06:00.000-08:00

HELLO ! ;DDD

haha !this morning is seriously embarassing laa dey .gosh !mane aku ltk muke ?!?!!i ran frm my hse and i fell at th staircase .my ____ pain !paiseh paisehh !!bt who cares .then meet Izzati muke cramp .hah !then tday have Maths test .hopefully i can make it !fighting !(:then tomorrow gt Bio test :/respiration .&& i didnt get my theory wkbk .haiyoo !damn scared laa .idk why .am i gonna score well fr this test ?im like following th tips he share with us .gawd !those formulas ! :O so yaa .nth to say .just praying fr th better laa ehh .fighting to all my bio classmates !;DDD

anyway, im just curious if this vampires are real or fake .like one of my friend said its a tall tales ?hmm ?..just curious .but if it really exist ..?hmmm ...

dear anakSelamat (: hehe .
takmu sedih sedih yerr .i feel yaa .i
understand hw u feel okay .cause ive went thru this .you have to be strong .and
and i knw you are and you can be strong (: just ignore tt ANAK .die step mane
jee .padahal die nth .just a piece of dust .let me tell you smthg .die ckp je
pandai, tpi die tak serupa bikin .just ignore tt imature person .i'll always
support you ;DD dont worry .be happy :D and and thanks ehh sbb sudi dgr and
critic on my playing .apreciate it lotts .i'll practice it .really .i promise
.and and dont worry i'll help you out this wed .

2010-02-15T00:08:00.000-08:00

HELLO ! ;DDD

gawd !was a busy womaan .till i frgt to eat my lunch .weird-doo !piles of woksheets to do .doing all alone by myself th whole day ): no one accompany me .soo saaad laa .im at home like a mad woman sehh .die die die i have to finish up my work by tday mann .or else~~ my lovely mother will turn out to be hurricane .thr goes a world war 4 .&& my house will be upside down .chey, just kidding !it wont happen .hopefully .heh .

missthbandsoomuchmuch !!): like someone said who doesnt (: jyeahh, usually end th day by spending my time in/outside th band room .bt nahh, its okay though .cause my BABY is in th house .haha !hey hey hey !dont think negative la deyy .its my eupho okayy .anw, cecilia !mine is shiny-er than yours okayy .dont be shocked when you see it on wed/thurs horhh .haha ! :p

dont understand all this people who loves to talk bhind our back .

such a hypocrite laa .

smile infront of you .

bt th very next minute, they will 'comment' abt you .

whats th problem with all this people ?

cant they just be a frank person ?

know what, it tells alot of things about you .

you are a coward .

AGREE ?!

if you are not, why cant you just say it out right on my face .

just simply bcause you dont dare .

it is as simple as that .

i just want you understand my situation .tt i cant handle it all by myself .fr me, its unfair .not trying to blame you or anything okay .i really hope if you can be strong .im sorry if i make you mad or anthing .(th previous post )i need you by my side to support me .bt you wasnt thr .where were your promises then ?knw what, it really hurt me when im writing this .it really hurt alot .you were th one i care th most compared to th other two .im just scared if .what if i died .who is going to cont .if it is not you .not trying to blame you either fr nt doing your work as proper .cause i understand your situation .but, if i can understand yours then why cant you .what i need now, is you .whatever it is think before you do something .cheer up .^^ im not scolding you .but just reflect and do smthg abt it .i

f you are goona hate me .let it be .but, its going to be a hard time fr me then .

(sometimes, i dont knw how to react .)

alot of things to think about .

give me th strength .

2010-02-14T23:15:00.000-08:00

HELLO !

first thing first ..i will like to say ~~
HAPPY VALANTINE DAY PEOPLE ! :D
hho !i will like to thank all my
love ones .cause w/o them its impossible fr me to see me
laughing-smiling&&crazzy all night (: hah !they are my family my BEST-EST of friends
(: hehe !and people, you tod me how to love you guys
like how you love me with all your brains (: haha !when bio student talking
.chey !mcm phm !hoho ! :O

ILOVEYOUGUYSTOTHCORE !

back to my wonderful life .haha !

hmmm, nth much to say act .promise to my mum to have a bloody good rest bfr went back to schl on wed ..plus plus plus i have piles of works to do .only god knws how stressful i am ):

nth much to say lehh ...hmmm ?.

message tt i receive at 2229
God made us body parts fr a reason .
Eyes: to look at you
Hands: to pray fr you
Mind: to remember you
Heart: to miss you
and ..
Legs: to kick you if you ever frgt me !!
hehe !

2010-01-30T22:56:00.000-08:00

MUSHI MUSHI ! ;DDD damnit laa !had cramps ):

had mass run tday .congrats to zayyani,amira && chuan ling ?hoho !(claps fr them)

they won okayy .top 15(:

i ran with yani and amira den den half way, stop .too tired .

no stamina liaoo .haha !mayb, old liao .?haha !LOL .have to start exercising liaoo .

haish !im growing vertically and nnot horizontally !:O

ohh, fat liaoo !damn laa !

blah blah blah .

went hoome straight .take my bus 168(:

blah blah blah .slept fr th whole of 3 hrs .den watch tevee .

hahas !talk crap with my dad .seriously crap .

&& jyaeh, jamie !i had a great dinner with him yesterday(x

ohh well, womann !stop showing off laa ehh .you are bursting my ears okayy .

ohh, dude !congrats yaww !(:

cant type anymoore !): wanna cont. studying liaoo .

bio test on mon or tue ?no idea .have to do hwk too .

womann !you are starting to piss me off again with your sickness laa .

are you really tt sick ?or are you pretending to be a sick, womann ?

knw what, you have nt fulfill your promise .tts th thing i can say .

i tried to understand and give you my trust .

its just left just like tt .did you knw how sad it is .

im a human too .please, give me a break laa .

th world doesnt revolves ard you laa .

you knw this fr sure .bt why all this things still happen ?

you promise me .bt you didnt fullfill it .

i had enuf of ppl gossip-ing-complaining abt you okay .

dont waste your time .

day by day my trust for you is fading .

please do smthg .its iritating me .seriously .

2010-01-28T22:12:00.000-08:00

hoho !im back to school ! :DDD aft a whole of 2 days at home .haisshh !=.= it means i have aloot of things to learn la deyy !!! urghh !dats what i hate if im sick .&& tt also means- 2 NEW JOKES to share with my peers .haha !&& tts totally LAME haha !(: queen of lame jokes (: heh .bored mahh .mustt understand okayy .cant even surf th net lorhh .how rude !hmpfh !currently listening to th music while doing my mt hwk tt was suppose to be done last mon(: haha !sick laa . 38.4 okayy .tissue paper all ard .medicine have to be taken/eaten .i miss my bio class and in focus .(aww aww .!) :O

oh, dear !

imissttwhitemann!!):

few mooree days left to gt my monthly money frm daddy ;DD hoho !

i will end it now (:

chiowz !~(:

(soory,no time to write th letter fr you .)

2010-01-20T06:37:00.000-08:00

as usual, end school at 2PM (: then, go staff room to take band keys frm th band teachers (: and open it fr th band members to pract. yeahh ppl, tt early .haha !jealous huh ?i end my school early ?huh ?!heh .too bad :p then at 3pm sharp have to report in th classrm liao .gt in focus .yaa, it starts since yesterday .&& it was FUN !haha !ilikeinfocus!tt's when i can be focus (; then yesterday wrote letter fr Thomas .haha !hmmm, i will say a bestfriend love letter .haha !i just love writing it laa && reading a short letter frm Thomas (: tmr goona reply her letter again (: i guess .muahahha !u guys should try it .ohh back to tday .aft in focus .me and thomas finish up our homework in class so tt we can "relax" at hoome .haha !lol .then, she went home and im off to band room .do my another half of self-pract .then Faizah taught me .haha !cool huh ?!lol .haishh, basically tts hw my life is .(: bt seriously !i've a great time with my friends (: esp. tt thomas .haha !

ilovewritngfriendsloveletter!

do you meant me ?

ive no comment .

i just cant force you huh ?

i'mgoonamissttman!):

heisalwaysinwhite(:

2010-01-16T12:50:00.000-08:00

haishh !just came back frm home .ate dinner with my family at east coast tday ..haish !hoho !damn fun laa !tell all my LAME jokes ..&& surprisingly, my dad has alot of lame jokes too !will share with my friends on mon (: haha !den tday, accompany Faizah and Mashita buy maths book at popular .muahaha !had fun tday during band pract. tday ...haha !sat bside sir tee xian .tell him my secret .(x haha !bored mahh, dont have cecilia . ): cannot disturb her .damn !hee !imissmyjuniors!gt JANNATTE-DEBBIE-JING KAI && OF COURSE CECILIA .(: my strength .of course miss my seniors !MAAM AFIQEEHH too .(ehh, ble nak visit laa deyy !i knw you will nt miss me .haha !kau rindu kat dektu kan kan kan ?phm phm je laa ehh )
imissmytpschoirtoo ! ): imissmrchin ):

thanks to dadddy !

fr th food (:

its nicee !(:

2010-01-11T05:46:00.000-08:00

its okay, kakak (: you have tried your best my dear (: im happy fr whatever result you have la ehh .dont b too upset or dissapointed cause your irritating sister will make you smile no matter what .trust me (: heh .i will always be your backbone horhh ... (: please, dont cry again infront of me . ):

gawd !looking at they crying of tears of joy or tears full of dissapointment .its soo scaryy .serious .haishh ..anw, WELL DOOONE to th band seniors like maam Clara, Maam Jasmine ++ hee !you've donee us proud .hoho ! O: (claps fr them !!) muahahaha !ohh yeahh, saw my Mr Tan tday, looking at his band members results && his class tt he taught .he looks damn happy .bt unfortunately he didnt see me ): sooo sadd laa ...bt, its okayy .act, tday have to test th Farhan, Denise (both), cecilia and xinyi ..den, smthg happen && have to rush home i ask Faizah to help me ..hehe !thank you Faizah !(: ily !O: hoho !

talking to WAAANN && IZZATI right now .

nvr text Zaam tdy .have to save prepaid . ); pathatic .

2009-12-30T17:50:00.000-08:00

concert tt i will always remember (:

haha !i really had fun performing(:

eventgh th sec4;s is officially step dwn .they are always in my heart (:

message fr my one and only section leader :thank you fr all this yers maam afiqah, you have taught me a loot of things in this chapter of my life .frm my playing to craziness ..i had th best moment with you since you sat bside me all th time(duhh !!)we will laugh at my FARTS.my mistakes ur mistakes .

&& I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER YOU OPEN YOUR MOUTH WHEN MR SAMAD IS TALKING . :DDDD muhhahaha !^^ bt nw, evrything has change, i will stil cont. going hm with Faizah&Mashita bt w/o you in th same bus as me && gossiping abt ppl .haha !jk. sharing moments in our life .thank you fr evrything .hoope you will visit th band as often .haaha !wish you all th best (: && i study very hard .skali mane tau dpt th course same dengan kamu .hoho !its my dream too okayy .. :p (sooryy i gt nth fr you xcept fr my tears tt couldnt let you goo .bt, thanks frth chocolates&& th letter .ive read it ,&& YES !im random .apologise .)

message fr my seniors(: :thank you soo much fr teaching mee all kindda of things in th world .again, frm playing to outside band world .(: hoho !its gooona be boring w/o all you crazzy bunch of seniors .who will die fr th band && th ones who push fr their own juniors (: thank you tt .you knw, its great to meet & knw you guys (: its a pleasure(:

LASTLY, DONT MISS ME YAWW !

CAUSE I WILL MISS YOU (:

message fr my one and only mr kenny tan (: :you are best teacher .eventhough you did nt teach my class, i really love and adore th way you taught .(: hehe !(i also dont knw why) you taught and bring th band frm nth to a GOLD band .&& no shortcut bt hardwork (: thank you ma tan (: i will miss you as my band teacher in charge (: my HAWT-CUTE-TALENTED .no one can replace you in my heart okayy .hee !gooona miss you ): th sacrifice tt you have done fr th band is worth it (:

message fr teachers :thanks fr making th concert a succcess .bcause of th teachers tt we put our hearts out (: thnank you fr your support (:

new chapter of my book goona be out soon .hoho !

message fr tuba and eupho juniors of mine :thank you !you have been great .just bear with me aft all this things .okayy ?&& cont. working hard && i will guide you aloong .(:

message fr alumni : thanks && cont. to support th band like you always did .&& sorry fr th shouting in th video tt you have to close your ears .apologise .i dint shout act. just go higher pitch .heh .sorry ehh .

i looove you guys !(:

2009-12-26T23:28:00.000-08:00

WELOCOOMEE BACK HOOOMEE ! :DDD

hha !had fun .eventhough slept thre only a night .bt i

enjoyed my stay thre (: this afternoon, went shopping with my grandmummy && sis .wohoo !loveit aloot !(: cause basically, my sis treat th both of us ..since she gt her pay (x bought clothes&shoes .unfortunately, nt a bag ): ohh, DAMN !have to use my own pocket money to buy myself a lunch& dress(10b onlyy) haha !ohh yeahh, this few days i have a loot of lame lame lame lame jokes/teka teki .LOL .mind you its lame .serious .make my own jokes is fun .just try .you will loveit (: im th queen of jokes^^ imissthem ):chat with him(:

"mistakes are th portals of discovery."

2009-12-22T17:31:00.000-08:00

hello !hoho ! :o school reopen in like only few mooree days .yet, i have nt bought th books && didnt even touch fr my art .hehe !busy laa deyy ..&& few mooree days left fr BAND CONCERT !(: damn excited .yeaahh, have nt visited my dear grandpa yet ): was busy pract. tired too .cause went home late lately .soorryy grandpa ..i'll visit you this thursday okayy ?i promise .imy soo much !den my nyai called me, ask me to accompany her .as in sleep in her hse this fri since no one at hm .&& yeeaahh, of course i will !just hoping my dear couzins will go to her hse (: miss all my couzins .(: ohh yeahh i became a big eater lately .hahah !hopefully i grow vertically and nt horizontally . :O hehe !going to call reena soon .(: den im off to school .&& i dont wish to see tt guy in schl !hoho !

i miss grandad !
to th core !

2009-12-20T00:31:00.000-08:00

FOR MY DEAR YU HAN && REENA !(:

TH DAY WE SPENT TGT !

i want to go out with you guys again (:

2009-12-20T00:04:00.001-08:00

had preety a booriing day tday .was suppose to meet my sis to my aunt hse bt she kept changing her mind if she wants to go or nt .&& im like piss off laa .-.-!!! then i decided tt im nt going .(: mayb next time see them .which i dont knw when .
anw, yesterday ther is band pract. as usual frm 8-1 plus plus ...den had lunch with Filzah, Maam Sarah, Maam Afiqeehh, maam Fatan,Sir Taufiq, Sir Hadi && Sir Suk at KFC (: bt den filzah and sir hadi have to go hm first .. ): den left me all alone with th other seniors (: den we sat fr preety 2 hrs ?chit chat with them is damn fuun .talk abt mabuukk ..all these .blah blah blah .den i receive 1 missed call & a msg frm reena .act, was suppose to meet them under my blk ..yeaahh .guess what, IM LATE ! soo sorry guys .apologise .den meet them at small mac ..blah blah blah .. den took pic tgt .its like soo loong alraedy never see them !miss them aloots !(x haish !aft yu han left to eat dinner with her family den me and reena cont. talking under my blk .hahas !until my bro go dwn fr work . ): lol .bored .

ohh, yeahh !tday is SINGAPORE IDOL !

i want sezairi to win !(:

he must win !hoho !

haha !just make a facebook (: a big big big thanks to JAMIE !(: (claps fr her ) hoho !

2009-12-16T06:46:00.000-08:00

its concert time !!(:

woohhoo !

hehe !just came back frm HK last sunday .was tired .soo, sleep th whole day and only had a lunch .(: i really enjoy th trip .act, nt a trip laa huh ?!hmmm, competition ?no idea .anw, we gt gd results :D *smiling ear to ear* hoho !damn happy laa lyk duhh !(x haha !gt totook pic wif prof.toru miura (x !!damn happy !(: (th pics areup thre) den all this ppl are my dear group mats (: ohh yeahh, slept with filzah, maam hana & maam aqilah (: i totally enjoy th nights .hoho !cause we ate supper tgt (: maggie mi tt we brought frm hm ..seriously, tis hk trip is damn fun (; gt to have xchange band on th 4th day .den gt to knw them .hee ! den yesterday, band resume cause we gt concert this end of th year on th 30 dec .need to pract. enjoyable day once again .(: bt sadly on thurs which is tmr ther is no Mr Sam ): on re service .awwww ...its okayy laa huh .will see you on sat aites ?den tday gt sectionals den eat lunch with section and maam aqilah & maam M && maam Natasha && mr tan (; (th cute and talented teacher of mine (: hoho !^^ )den do fuunny fuuunnny things in th band room (: soo fuun !^^ haishh, lately was lazy to type .hoho !-.-! && Jaaammmiiieee !!!help me do facebook . ): cause i wanna add my HK friends (: esp. CHARLES (eupho guy) thanks !hoho !^^ sooon okayy ?!will wait fr you .&& yeahh, i miss sleeping with you in th same bed .haha !shhhh !abt th ....you knw what i mean .haha !(pervert)seriously im cold .&& BIG BIRD !!haha !damn fuunnny .hha !keep it to ourselves yaww !!

"i maybe miles away but im still close to your heart :D"

2009-11-29T17:21:00.000-08:00

th last person to arrive (:

th third person to arrive(:

th second person to arrive (:

th first person to arrive (:

just came back frm home (: hoho ! woke up early in th morning as early as 830 ?den, on my phone .receive a msg at 1am frm sumoo told me to morning call her .bt i didnt wake her up immediately .play com .watch shining inheritance (: th girl soo preety ^^ you guys should watch .&& 2pm (: hmmm, den lost track .haha !at ard 9 ?den morning call sumoo .den at 10am mandee/take my shower .haha !shut up laa .den i was late to meet Jam, sumoo && someone .maam afiqah's couzin .hha !den realize im th third person to arrive (: Jams act. took picture of me .hahah !she is soo cute .jyeah, tt tiffany (x den sumoo was th last person to arrive .had soo much fun with them at Bugis .hoho !play arcade !then we shout like mad ppl .haha !plyed th car racing .haha !i dont wanna say anything .its between th 4 of us .den i became someone's gf .haha !supporting her in th same car .haha !den soo paisehh laa, confidently went up th bridge .cause we want to take 18 to tampines inter .then yaa .. -.-!!! hoho !ohh yaa, cant stop laughing when Jamie-Filzah && tt someone doing th donald duck .how rude .(learn tt frm them)haha !but its funny laa .i laugh till i cry .hoho ! :o theres soo much things to share .fuun moments with Jamie (: Filzah(: ms M(: && Faizah(: thanks guys !you guys make my day !hoho !*winks!*
^^ ohh yeaahh, tt day dreamt abt MR. F (: hahas .its an amazing dream laa .of course !*winks* ohh, imh badly ): its been aloong time nw tt i didnt see him online ): urgh !dreamt of him makes me like him all over again ..haishh .how i wish things doesnt fall a part like this .&& he stil owe me a shirt .took my shirt never return back .how rude !hmpf !-.-!!hoho !wondering if there is time fr me to chat with him..talk to him..meet him .. ): is there a time fr me to do all this things bfr im leaving evrythg ?gawd !

have a nice weekend people !(:

band members few moore pract. left ..

hwaiting !^^

pract. hard okayy ?!

2009-11-25T22:54:00.000-08:00

nothing to write ..booored at hooome !! ):

yesterday played with Faizah, Maam Fatan, Maam Afiqeeh && Maam Aqilah at bedok reservoir near Damai sec .(i guess) den ate mee gooreengg kerang nearby .den took soome pics tgt .den, went to Faizah's block nearby ./ played few soongs .den soome cute kids play-ing ..was amazad by us .hahaha !they are soo cuute laa, evry soongs we finish ..they will clap fr us den say, "yeahh!!wow !!" cute right ?hhoh ! o: ohh, especially aft we played PONYO !(: they act sang aloonng .haha !how cuute .(x bt stop in th middle i think they didnt really knw th lyrics .haha ! damn cute little bunch of kidds (: aft i gt to rush back hoome sweet hoome cause need to help my mum do durain puff fr Hari Raya Haji which is this Friday !(: need to giv three hses .den meet up with maam afiqehh again cause i realise tt i bring back her mini speaker and mp3 back hm .she put it in my bag .soo yaa, blah blah blah ...she was shocked looking at me(cause i wore my specs mahh, den hm clothes with my hair tied up to th back .you dint have to imagined .hoho !cause its damn ugly laa .haha !)when she saw me, she was laughing like a mad girl .ohh shuut up !(x haha !bt wo cares .no one knws me anw ..otw back hm saw my primary school friend ..smiled .bt ignored .i dunt tink she knw me laa .*sad seyy .haiiyoo !nwm laa .what to do . ): at least i smile right ..

currently doing my durian puff .im like alooone at hooome now ..

its delicious !(:

not like someone make brownie then wanna give me some then gt fungus .hoho !

too bad !maybe cause its not as nice as mine ? haha !

kidding .

2009-11-17T23:03:00.000-08:00

how can i left you all alooone huh ?!hmmm, you guys makes me realize what friendship really means .both of you cant be replace with anything .bestfriends of mine !(: times tt i spent with you guys is nt a waste of time okayy ..every moment spent with you guys is th moment i cherish th most .&& wanna put it in my BEST chapter in my life .(: bt knw what, thank you veryy much bcause you want to be my bestfriends .(: i love you guys to th core !^^ im never bored with you .please dont feel tt way again ..you make me feel guilty and acicidentally hurt me . ):

a loot of things happen tdayy .haha !frm being a hyper aft band pract. cause kinndda bored while waiting fr Faizah soo me and Maam Afiqeehh dcided to self entertain ourselves .hha !den both of us watch "ring ding dong" videoclip ..den started dancing ..den Mashita join us .haha !den Maam Fatan also join us .den Faizah dooone den also join us and taught us th chorus dance .haha !bt i really like th ROCKKA ROKKA part .ahah !soo fuun .den we act watch it fr 5 times ? i guess .haha !sooo hyper !^^ bt really like it !(: i mean datts me ..(: ohh, Filzah miss th fuun .she left wif mimi .(: if she's thr, she took video of us dancing mann .and special thanks to maam Sarah !(: (th sweater laa .hoho !)

2009-11-15T05:07:00.000-08:00

hehe !had fun just nw .help my mum and dad to prepare tday's dish .hmmm, we cooked chicken curry and i did th roti kirai .(: we had fun in th kitchen .cause no one at hm xcept fr th three of us .hoho !soo fuun laa !im like listening to band songs ..and singing aloong .(p.o.t.c.) hoho !just to pract. and to make sure tt i didnt go sharp anymooore .(: dont want to paisehh myself infront of th whole band . :D ohh yeahh, tmr gonna visit my grandpa !(: wanna take care of him .wanna take pic with him again !^^ hes cuute okayy !hohho !hav to go thr early cause tmr hav sectionals at 12pm .soo frm Kallang have to rush back to Bedok .cant wait tmr .i dunt knw ahy laa ..&& wanna start doing my art .cannot delay anymore ..den just now, me and my sis was searching th concert ticket tt ive sold to .and we manage to find all of them .haha !damn "kanchong" !(soory fr th wrong spelling !heh .apologise .)

its my grandpa !(: cutee right ?!hoho !

ive got no mood to msg anyone at this current moment .

haishh . ):

i think im not being myself .

soo sad ):

2009-11-14T04:15:00.000-08:00

haha !!thats us !(: in th toilet at kallang !(:

ice skating !!(after dat, i fell )

ohh, datt is our junior, Sufiyan (:

powerpuff girls !(: hee !
cecilia-buttercup(shes fierce)
Maam Afiqah-blossom(leader)
Khadijah which is me (like duhh)-bubble(smallest)

my one and only section !(:

it was its Sat tdayy !

as usual have band pract. early in th morning .(: report at 8am .woke up at 6 plus plus .den mum cook fr me nugget !!(x thanks mum .!den Filzah msg me dat she just finish bathing at 7 plus plus ...den im lazy to go out soo earlyy .thought of taking mrt .den met Winston at th platform while waiting fr Filzah ...

blah blah blah .

wasnt late fr band .(: was aloone at first, cause Maam Afiqah take care of her nenek(came late .)den cecilia, came late also cause she need to send her bro to th hospital .cause he injured his hand when sleeping cause he fell frm th bed (?) i guess . * get well soon, bro !(: * den sectional tgt wif th tuba section .hahah !!sir Hadi make me laugh all th time .hoho !^^ den laughing like a mad woman when we are singing th p.o.c .hoho !!i think im nt th one who kept going sharp .haha !mcm phm laa ehh khaty-willy-lady gaga .haish !&& bcause of tt, i lost track of th time .1230pm den i went out with jing jing .den share her 1 of my nugget .(: went hm had stomach ache .dont ask me why i went to th toilet like a loot of times ..(bochor rahsiakuu)hehe ! den i didnt goo religious class .haissh ! ): next week is my exam .ohh mann !luckily ive studied fr 2 sub .^^ && nw still have to goo th toilet ..shhhh .!i wash my hand alraedyy laa .hmph !

waiting fr 2115 .gt MOMO LOVE !!(: hee !its a must to watch (: den just nw, my aunt called me .talk to her about somebody ...haissh !wont elaborate .

ohmygod !cant wait fr th euphonium outing !guess whose birthday falls on 25 nov ?!heeh .its fr me to knw and you to find out !(: will have funn right people ?!cant waitt ...still counting onn ...

&& yeahh, 3 more weeks to HONK KONG TRIP !!(: cant wait to take photo with my band members .&& to bring glory fr th school !(:lastly, ilooovemysection .!!lets have funn !(: dun knw why i upload my section photos .haha !

maybe im nt a good or bestfriend fr you all this days .

im soory .

2009-11-11T06:46:00.000-08:00

Happy birthday to you .
Happy birthday to you .
Happy Birthday to TEGOSHI YUYA !!!^^
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !!! O:
(jumps and claps fr him !)

ohh yeahh people !let us celebrate my one and only mann !!(:
damn hawt guy !who lives in JAPAN .opps .anw, soo sorry i coulnt get a ticket to Japan to giv him my birthday cake fr hiim .soo soorrryy . ): hha !^^ soo soorryy people, i get carried away .hehe .apologise . ): hahaha !!ohmygod !hee .carried away laa . hw i wish im in Japan now .^^ ohh damn !!! ): (full of envy) hmph ! bt no worries, ive msg him .(: and wish him .
hahahahahahahah !!!(thousands of exclamation marks)
just joking . :p
just now chat with suhaa !(: th craziest girl .hoho ! :o ohgod, i miss heerr soo much ! ): babes, hope you gt good good good results okaayy ?!hee . had headache just now, felt much much much better . thanks to th panadol .heh !(:
aint advertizing .hoho !

2009-11-10T21:30:00.000-08:00

nth much happen tday .

basicaly had fun .

i need a bear to hug !! ):

t you .

2009-11-08T05:21:00.000-08:00

soo bored at hm .

viewing people's blog, posting my blogs && editing my photos .

ohh mann !i really need to goo out with my friends badlyy .

a girls out ?!maybe ?

haiyyoo !!waanna take pics with you guys .

wanna have fuun again .^^

people !!take me out !!

damn !

anw, tmr going to my grandpa hse .

its been a looong time nw tt ive nt met him .

i miss grandpa !! ):

badly .

tsk stk tsk .

tried soo hard bt still it doesnt work .

my heart cant stop pounding your name .

breathing your perfume make me feel tt you are by my side .

my mind cant stop remember you .

& my lips cant say anithing bt your name .

aft soo much of guys i knw these years .

try-ing to admire anyone of them bt its just a wase of time .

bcause evrything starts with you and ends with you .

however, i still knw life has to move on .

& i still knw and understand th word memories .

and memories with you is like th best chapter of my book in my life .

2009-11-07T15:30:00.000-08:00

hoho !woke up late tday . ):
ard 7 plus plus .
i mean yeahh, yesterday went to NCO camp .
to see Faizah do th maze thinggy && ahh booy play with his flute ..
basically th formation laa huh ?!
aft bathing den switch on my phone && see tt LUCKILY tt sumoo didnt go to school with me tday .
hoho !den smthg happen in th bathroom .
(gawd !hopefully nth happen && its just a weather .)
a big thanks to Faizah !(:
she makes me feel better aft i told her wad telah happen in th house .
as usual left early at 1215 .
ned to go religious class mahh .
den gt hm at 1pm .
found out no one is at hm .(:
i was all alooone in tt hse .haha !
den had my lunch ..
blah blah blah blah ...
fell a sleep ..
nt realizing tt my bro who came back frm his NS called me several times .
hehe !sorry bro .
i mean, im soo sleepy && its nt my fault tt i lock th door aftall im aloone at hm .
&& its his fault tt he didnt bring aloong his key wadd ..
so isit really my fault ?!
i dunt tink soo . : P
ohh well things has happen ..
den he had to wait fr my dad && mum came hm .
only god knws hw tired he was .
im truly soorryy .
even im late fr class came ard 1545 .
&& jyaehh, once they reach hm found out tt im happily sleeping in my bedroom .
they scold me like one kind .
ohh gawd ! ):
noo moood .
haish !basically a looot of things happen tdayy .

noote fr th day :
sincerity is what i need from a friend like you .
bt it really looks like you didnt understand me at all .
i miss my old hair !! ):
tsk tsk tsk .

soo sorry Filzah, if you really feel tt way .

bcause im nt angry with anyone .

im just not myself tday .

soorry if you said im ignoring you cause im not .

smthg just distracting me .

still counting yaww !!

4 more days !!

to his birthday .

18 more dayss !!

to section outing !

2009-11-04T04:29:00.000-08:00

time check people !
only have few more minutes left bfr mummy take it frm me .
ohh yeahh !!(:
woke up early in th morning tday .
just to make sure tt my laptop is still on my desk .heh .
soo scared if HE took it away again .
phew, he didnt .(:
i mean yea, happen tt my prepaid is low ..
damn it laa .!
my laptop is th only source tt i cn "contact" with my friends .
haissshhh .
ohh mann !hw i wish money can fall frm th sky ...
so i can top-up easilyy rite ?!

hoho !i knw, im soo imaginative .
soo people, bear with me okayy .

basically tday, i went to th mosque ..
den fr a full of 1 hr, i prepare myself to school .
heh .den met with Filzah at th inter .
&& met with diff kinds of ppl leaving in this world .hah !
blah blah blah ...
den, went outside of th band room aft th O's finish ..
(x do th total training with Filzah den do our singing .
&& tt is th peak of th dayy .haha !
soo funny laa .
knw wadd, we act. made video && record our own voice .
damn funny laa .(laughing my heads off)

anw, i miss my blove Faizah !! );
th trusted friend of mine .heh !
i miss youu !! ):
aloot of things to sahre wiff you .

still counting oonn ..

7 more days !

his birthday .

21 more days !

euphonium outing .

cant wait !

&& someone's birthday !!

2009-11-03T07:06:00.000-08:00

SAY,
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HEO YOUNG SENG !!"
(jumping and clap !)

woke up at 6.41 tday .
heh .th last person to woke up .
heh .school hols lehh .
must understand .hehe !
den as usual meet th sumoo .
haha !we just cant be saperated .
hohho !(;
evrytym you see her you'll surely see me ..
haha !nt always laa ..sometimes she go with semuut .

anw, im soo distracted with wadever happen this morning .
haiiyyoo ! ):
however, my conductor make my day !(:
Maam Afiqah ,you knw what i mean laa huh ?!
hehe !
too bad, you didnt see what i saw tis morning .hoho !! ;p
yaa, tday solo sehh .-.-!
haha !yaa laa, cecilia working den Maam Afiqah, sick .
*get well soon jyeahh !*(smiles)
anw, dont be jealous okayy .
crazy over HIM .haha !(x
opps ! :x hoho !
bochor rahsia kite .heh .
anw, laugh alot tday .
yaa laa .sing song th whole day .
soo fun !(:
hehe !th best part is 'figuring out 'th pitch .

apologise people ! ):

mimi !shh .!hehe !
solly laa .im nt perfect okayy .
hoho !

ohh, getting late .
check out~2325 .
hmmm, sleepy alraedy .
haiz .
goodnites people !
&& happy hols fr those who are enjoying th 2 FULL mths of hols .(:
jangan marah !((:

hoho !

8&22 more days !!~~

soo excited !(x

notes fr th day :

love cant be force my dear .

2009-11-01T04:52:00.000-08:00

heyy !hansem rite ?!hehe .

Irfan !

congrats yaww !!

woaahh !org tuu da dpt g xpress laa ...

hehe !soo cute laa you ..

haha !congratss once again !!(:

&& cont. work hard !

have faith !^^

stay cutte !(hoho !)

ohh yeeaahh !!~^^

school holiday has started !!(x

hehe !

a lot of things come to my mind wen comes to SCHOOL HOLS !(:

heh .

last fri, is basically a results day .

gt back my report book .

th results is ok-ok laa ..

nt soo gd neither bad ...

haizz .

tried my best yaww .

bt gt th 9th in class .

DAMN HAPPY !(x

hehe !(win tt somebody yaww )

yesterday, band as per normal .

den went fr madrasa ..

soo lonely laa ...

tsk tsk tsk

den 'accompany" my dad && mum to a wedding ...

met wif couzins ..

talk to them only fr a while ...

miss them .

still remember when we had chalet th other day ..

lyk past 2 yrs ?or isit las yr ?

haha !frgt laa ..heh .

anw, plyed true or dare .

soo funn !

hope we have another chalet && lets play till midnight or even

th next morning .. (;

24 more days to gooo !!~~ ^^

i really hope

dat you didnt hate me anymore .

2009-10-27T07:32:00.000-07:00

tday, normal schl day ..

just dat we had our cip frm 12 to ard 2pm ?

i guess .heh .

it was soo damn fun doing th cip wif th sec ones .

my grp ppl are tt lame hafiz, evan & duhh !celest (:

both of tem are cute && tt lame guy is soo funny .

den sat wif Sabrina & th gang aft cip..hah !

(yani+amira+farahin )

while eating & waiting fr band to start ..

doing warm-up wif Filzah .

haha !tday, band pract. is soo damn funny .

hha !i cant stop laughing .

soo much fun .(x

den i was busy talking to my friends while "sending" tem to mrt station ..

was shocked to see tis China mann suddenly in front of me .

i was nearly knock on him .

luckily, i look infront ..

i wass lyk 'woooaaahh !"

haha !

you knw,incidents happen .

lol-ing .-.-!

ohh mann !i wonder if i left th band one day ...

damn !living th schl in 2 yrs time ..

i will definately miss all th fun times & moments wif tem .

haizz ..

2009-10-26T07:23:00.000-07:00

Its a promotion day tday .

&& guess what, ther's no schl !(x

hoho !bt kindda bored staying at hm laa ..

hmm, thinking what to write fr *ehem* .

must write nice thing abt him .

bcause he is my inspiration . (:

he is really a nice guy .

luckily, Faizah came to th rescue .heh .

thanks Faizah !(: sayaang kau !(x

talking wif her abt Park Jaebum on th phone .

ohh gawd !please come back ! );

&& talking abt him .

ppl with full of excuses .

sometimes im thingking m i th one who cause him not to come ?

or isit he is lazy ?

or isit just an excuses ?

or isit bcause he had a fight wif his "gdfriend" ?

jyeah !tmr ther is band pract.

someone is happy !

smiling ear to ear .(x

hoho !

cant wait to do my cip tmr aft schl .

damn excited you knw .. (:

idk why & whats th reason .

i cn see th potential in you .

im really want to help you .

i dont understand what i've done to you

dat you didnt turn up .

isit my fault ?

pls, im begging you .

pls come back .

dont you knw ive been thinking bout it .

haiz .

please .

2009-10-25T04:40:00.001-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY REENA !

dunt cry okayy .

haha !soo happy !(x

finally gt my laptop back !(:

haiyoo !miss my laptop !

miss watching 2PM(esp. Jaebum !)

i want him back to be th leader again !

i miss him as a leader .

gt my results on fri .

okay laa .nt soo bad .

kindda happy cause all pass .

bt nt soo sure fr my art yet .

i was totally shocked wif my marks act.

didnt espect act. tt i cn do well fr my combined humans and combined sci .

its soo dissapointing fr my mt .

haiyoo !wad to do .

have to start doing smth fr my mt .

cause nex yr taking my O's .

its a must to b on pile wif tt somebody ..

cant lose to her anymore .

damn !

hwaiting !(x

praying soo hard tt i can do well so datt i dont have to attend fr my mt lesson anymore .

hehe .

den aft schl, gt to play metorosi

(cant remmber th spelling .heh .)

); soo sad .

damn laa didnt get to see LEE MINHO !

yesterday, ned to go religious class mahh .

bt den Faizah & Maam Afiqah said he didnt come ..

soo yaa ..

&& cant wait to see SS501 concert !!

((;

im soo going !

(spoil eng)hha !

soo bored .

nth to do .

i miss all my friends . );

esp. my ipw ppl !

you guys rockss !(:

Filzah sumoo !(: & Faizah sayaangg !(:

dont b sad yaww !(:

stay smiling always .

i will b there fr you, my dear .

cant wait fr th trip wif you guys .(:

weiyee !

dont be soo sad okaayy .

(: you did your best .

Hwaiting, kakak !(:

fr your O's tmr .

hope you pass your science && gt to go nursing course .

(: loved, kyu kyu .(:

(daa puas !)haa .u knw wad i mean laa huuh .

soo excited to go ther .

ohh mann !plss !

im soo greedy !!

&& i want to enjoy myself ther .

i wanna slp wif her again .(aint a lesbo )

haha !

&& in my mind there are alot of thgs i wanna buy ther .

haha !(:

2009-10-20T07:09:00.000-07:00

jyeahh !finally !exams are overr !(:woohho !

soo tired !^^

yesterday went to do art with Sabrina, Yani & Filzah doing our art tgt .

haiiyyoo !!bt still coulnt finish my art .-.-!

den slept 150am ?(i guess)

kept msg-ing Sab den called Filzah .

soo sorry to Filzah dat i didnt tell you tt im goonna sleep .

aiiyoo !i wass totally rushing doing my prep work .

den this mornin, woke up at 5 am to do my clour scheme .

ohh !i lost th time && wass late to meet Filzah at inter .

SORRY again Filzah .^^

haiiyoo !luckily im nt late to schl .otw,met Farhanah .

both are tired && streess .aha !-.-! lol .

den sat fr 3hrs paper .oh mann !i fell a sleep .

done doin my art at 1030 ..realize i hav another 1hr .

-.-! looking ard looking at my friends .den Naziif sat bside me .he slept .

haha !soo cute .haha !(x

th best part was wen he woke up .

his eyes was big && red .

"ngantook uhh "hah !he said to me .

(sleepy uhh )

haha !soo funny !

haiiyyoo !

currently watching korean drama .

soo cute !

im soo in love with Ft island !^^

uhh !tey are hawt korean guys .

soo charming .

bt no one can replace CHOI MIN HWAN !!^^

he is soo cute .i like cute guys .

heh .

th best drummer !(:

if i have th chance to say smthg to him ..

i will say .

"saranghaeyo !u are kawaii !(:"

*blush blush *

2009-10-18T19:34:00.000-07:00

talked to Wei yee and Celest in th morning tdy .. thanks guys fr helping me doing th blog ..(:

ltr at 1430,meet tem at small mac -Yani(chief)haa !

Sabrina (teembookk !)haa !-filzah && Farahin !(x

planning to do our art tgt .bfr tt, i ned to print th artist reference fr myself & Sabrina .nt sure wad time i'll be ready to go out .haa !usually im th slowest .heh .aiyyoo !!cant stop thinking abt th HONG KONG TRIP tt th band teachers told us last friday aft schl .. gawd !i trully miss th fun las yr when th band went fr an xchange ther ..woohhoo !!we are going ther again !(: bt tis time rnd, we are going ther fr a band competition .&& guess what, im going to DISNEYLAND again !(: ohh, i waann to meet my cute DONALD DUCK !(: i wann to buy more keychains ...ohh gawd !im soo xxcited .eventgh gone ther but who cares .heh .hoopefully, went ther and bring a gold award fr th schl && yeaah !haha !must start pract !!soo we gt th gold.who knws ..prac-prac-prac !!work hard-work hard-work hard !!! tts th only way to success .woohoo !!gambatte ppl !(: and yeeaahh !band pract resume on wed .eventgh th planning to celebrate aft exams wif Faizah & Filzah is postponed to dont knw wen ...haha !bt ther is always another day guys .(: we cn arrange again okaayyy ..

Gambatte, Art people tmr !(:

Filzah !!naughty ehh suumoo !!nmpk dekk tuu den tros senyum smpi muke merah .soo chheekkyy !! :p haha !you knw wadd i meeaann laa huh ?!haha !(: